LACROIX'S APOLOGY


Author's Note:

WARNING:  Gratuitous sex scene!  This scene is part of my
longer, but (mostly) PG-13, _Down Into Hell_, and does absolutely
nothing to advance the plot.  Let's call it ... character
development!  Yeah, that's the ticket.  Character
development.  Some of the characters I'm developing aren't
mine.  I'm sure you know which ones.  My thanks to Gehirn
Karies for an excellent job of beta-reading this for me.

Fill in:  Rasena is a 3000 year old Etruscan vampire, an old
... acquaintance of LC's.  She was in seclusion and he
tricked a follower of hers, my boy vampire, Michael, into
revealing her location.  She's irritated that he interfered
with her protege, and most especially, because he infringed
upon her privacy.  She wishes an apology from him and the
following is....

LACROIX'S APOLOGY

Lacroix unlocked the door to his apartment then stepped
aside to let Rasena enter first.  The small woman stood in
absolute stillness a moment, dark eyes sweeping across his
front room before she strolled across the threshold.  He
took the opportunity to admire her lush figure from behind,
as well as her smooth movements that always carried that
hint of a coiled power carefully restrained.  Her long, wavy
black hair swung around her bare shoulders as she surveyed
her surroundings.  He hung up his coat and then moved into
the kitchen.  He took a couple bottles out of the
refrigerator so the contents could warm to room temperature.

"This is quite lovely, Lucius," Rasena commented, indicating
the room with a graceful sweep of her arm.  "It is so
reassuring to see you didn't succumb to the gothic impulse.
Some of the places I visited in Europe...."  She shuddered
delicately.

"Well, I would so hate to live in a cliche," he said, gazing
about complacently.  The furniture was modern, with simple
lines.  The colors were rich, though - dusty blue, cream and
terra cotta - a pleasure to the vampiric eye.  The varied
textures of the fabrics added depth.  He changed the
pictures on the walls frequently.  Currently, they were
lithos of intertwined bodies of various gender combinations.

"Well, Lucius, let's have our little talk."

"Talk?" he inquired, one eyebrow lifted.  He moved smoothly
to stand in front of Rasena, but as he lifted his arms to
encircle her, she placed a firm hand in the center of his
chest.

"Talk," she repeated coolly.

"All right," he acceded wearily.  "If you feel the need.
Talk."  He stepped away, turning a shoulder to her.

Upper lip lifting a bit at his brusqueness, she nevertheless
went on calmly, "Michel doesn't say otherwise, but I don't
think he let slip my location without some prompting from
you."

"The subject had arisen in our conversation."

"Why did you want to know where I was, Lucius?"

Facing her again, he spread his hands.  "My motives were
innocent, I assure you."

"Those being...?"

"Really, Rasena, this suspicious streak in your nature has
never become you.  I was simply concerned for the well-being
of an old friend."

"After five centuries?"

"You know how it is with us."

"Companionship was your only concern?"

"Yes, Rasena.  Really, this is becoming tiresome."

"Given your urge for company, once you found out where I
was, why didn't you drop by for a visit?"

He snorted.  "A jaunt to the Himalayas?  My dear woman, I
have things to attend to here."

"You discussed it with no one else."

"This is becoming ridiculous," he said icily.  "No, Rasena.
I spoke to no one of your deep, dark secret."

"I'm pleased to hear it, Lucius.  I would have hated for our
visit to be cut short by your sudden demise."

He stared at her coldly.  "Don't threaten me, Rasena."

"Never, Lucius."

Her voice was as icy as his own.  She studied him, face
implacable, stony, unmoved by his best basilisk glare.  The
fact that she was a thousand years his senior echoed
forcefully in his mind.  She wasn't going to be quelled by a
simple look.  He found himself at the uncomfortable crux-
point of a decision.  Was the possibility of Rasena's future
company, delightful as he knew that to be, enough to bring
him to the point of making a conciliatory move?  The idea
rankled, but after all this effort, all this nonsense with
Michael, if she were to walk out, disappearing again for who
knew how long, because he couldn't bring himself to say a
few words....

With a certain stiffness, he said, "Come, Rasena, I regret
any inconvenience this may have caused you."

"No you don't, Lucius.  You can't honestly say that you
wouldn't do the same thing again.  I don't actually expect
you to _be_ sorry.  But I do expect an apology.  Your prying
where you were not welcome has compelled me to commit myself
to certain actions before I was fully prepared."

"I fail to see how my simple curiosity has been so
troublesome.  But if it has been, I do apologize for
allowing my desire to see an old friend override my
manners."  He held out his hands as though offering
something.  "Is that to your satisfaction?"

She studied him a moment, then her mouth curved every so
slightly.  "You have said it.  Come.  Show me.  Then,
perhaps, I will be satisfied."

With severe self-restraint, he kept his face expressionless.
She had forgiven him, both for his infringing on her rights
as Michael's foster mother, and more importantly for what
she perceived as a trespass on her privacy.  This, of
course, pleased him.  However, his irritation at being
placed in the position of having to apologize remained quite
strong.  He _would_ show her.  Much more than a simple
apology.

He paced over to her slowly, until he stood staring directly
down at her.  She gazed up at him, eyes dancing with
amusement.  She knew he resented having to bend his neck, he
could see that.  He took her shoulders, and bent down to
touch his lips to hers.  He placed small, light kisses on
the corners of her smiling mouth.  He then applied even
greater pressure, letting his rising passion show itself.
He lightly ran the tip of his tongue along her lips.  Then
he moved his mouth down her jaw to her throat.  She tilted
her head back with a sigh.  Her arms went round him, her
nails gently scratching up and down his spine though the
slickness of his silk shirt.

He moved his mouth up and down her throat, kissing lightly
at first, then with more force, sucking at her smooth, white
skin.  Her eyelids drooped, as her lips parted to release a
soft sigh.  He moved to an earlobe, catching it between his
teeth, then flicking it with his tongue.  Laying a line of
kisses down her jugular, he then allowed his teeth to
descend, relieving the growing ache.  He laid his fang tips
delicately against her flesh, careful not to break the
tender skin.  The feel of her against his canines sent a
surge of pleasurable pressure into his groin, and they both
moaned as he drew his fang tips lightly across her throat.
He was careful, so careful, not to pierce the skin,
forbidding them both the release of blood-letting, no matter
how slight.

He brought his mouth back to hers, his tongue plunging
between her willing lips.  Her fangs had descended as well,
and he teased the tips with a quick, darting tongue.  Her
nails were pressing into the flesh of his back and he
supposed she had ruined his shirt.  He twisted one hand into
her thick hair roughly, putting the other in the small of
her back to pull her hips against his.  Her tongue was now
busy against his teeth, her hands on his buttocks squeezing
almost painfully.  He felt his control slipping, but it was
too soon.  He broke away, placing his palms on her shoulders
and pushing her back.  They stared at one another, eyes
burning.

After a moment, she reached up and ran her fingertips
lightly over his lips.  "I have missed these, Lucius."

Lids sliding down to hood his eyes, he kissed her fingers,
then opened his mouth to set his teeth against them, biting
down gently.  She shivered.

"Take me to bed, Lucius," she whispered.

He took her hand and led her wordlessly into his bedroom.
Once there, he began unbuttoning his shirt, but she captured
his hands in hers.

"Ah, let me, my dear.  I've always enjoyed unwrapping
gifts."  Smiling, he let his hands fall, and she finished
opening his shirt.  She pushed it back over his shoulders,
letting the silk slither down his arms and back.  She leaned
forward to kiss him over the heart, then laid her lips
against each nipple in turn, biting them gently as they
puckered at her touch.  She moved back and forth, from one
to the other, as she slowly worked at the fastenings of his
pants.  He clenched his fists to restrain himself from
pushing her hands away and doing it himself.

"Rasena, my dear," he said tightly, "you were faster untying
my cursed points 500 years ago."

"Calm yourself, Lucius," she said, lips still brushing on a
nipple.  "It _has_ been 500 years.  Surely you can allow me
a few moments to indulge myself.  Besides, as I recall, the
codpiece _always_ came away fairly quickly.  It was the hose
that were a chore.  And those didn't necessarily have to
come off."

He breathed out in relief as she finally pulled down his
zipper, releasing him to spring into her hand.

"Well, hello," she giggled.  "Nice to meet you again, too."
He snickered at her foolishness.  This occasional ...
girlish streak had always struck him as an absurd violation
of her characteristic dignity.  She helped him push down his
pants, then turned away from him to walk to the end of the
bed.  He took the opportunity to step out of his pants and
shoes, and strip off his socks, always the least graceful
part of undressing to his mind.  There really was a lot to
be said for a toga and sandals.

He watched as she swung around to face him again, reaching
her hands up to her shoulder to fiddle with a fastening
there.  Suddenly, her dress slid down her body to form a
dark red puddle at her feet.  She had been wearing nothing
underneath, and her pale skin glowed like living marble, her
breasts high and round, the nipples the palest pink.
Generous hips flared under a small waist.

"Venus," he murmured, whether an exclamation or a
description, he wasn't quite sure.  He moved up to take her,
to lift her back onto the bed behind her, but again she
stopped him with a hand in the center of his chest.  She
gazed up at him with her Etruscan smile, curving mouth
closed as though savoring a secret, eyes half hidden under
heavy lids.

"The penitent is required to make obeisance at the gate
before he is allowed to enter the temple," she declared
softly, lips quirked with mischief.  She slid her hand up
his chest to his shoulder and pulled down, indicating she
wanted him on his knees.  He resisted a moment, more on
principle than by inclination, then sank down gracefully.
He placed his hands on her hips and leaned forward to press
his lips against the soft, downy triangle between her
thighs.  He inhaled deeply.  The musky woman scent brought
his fangs jutting down into his mouth, and he ran his tongue
against their tips.

He pushed against her flanks, and she let herself fall back
onto the silk covers, allowing her legs to part.  She
uttered a soft cry as he bent to set an open mouth carefully
against her inner thigh.  He allowed his fang tips the
barest pressure against her soft skin, a promise of things
to come; there was an unspoken agreement between them to
defer from indulging in the blood too early.  A 500 year
hiatus certainly added an element of urgency to the
encounter, but it would be a shame to destroy that tension
too soon through callow over-eagerness. His kisses carrying
a hint of tooth, he worked himself upward and inward, back
and forth from thigh to thigh.

With both hands he cupped the mound between her legs.  He
swept his thumbs up, and she gasped, spreading her legs
wider as he circled her clitoris with one and ran the other
along her labia.

He leaned forward, nuzzling, her wetness slick against his
mouth and chin.  He sighed, the sense of settling into a
favorite place strong, somehow soothing.  He flicked his
tongue out, and she jerked with the jolt of pleasure.

"Ah, Lucius," she murmured softly, running light fingers
along the edge of his ear, then over his hair.  He took her
clitoris between his lips and sucked gently.  She arched her
hips up to him, and he ran his arms under her, lifting her
thighs onto his shoulders.  He could then reach around and
set his palms against her full breasts.  She stroked her
nails lightly up his arms, setting her hands over his and
squeezing.  He lifted his hands up and took her tightening
nipples between his thumb and fingers, pinching gently.  He
swirled his tongue around her clitoris, mirroring the motion
with his thumbs on her nipples.  Her hands, quick and
restless as her pleasure built, moved back down his arms to
his ears and hair.  He plunged his tongue deep into her
vagina, licking along her labia fiercely, then rolling up in
a strong, rapid flutter against her clitoris again.  He
repeated this over and over, until she was moaning, her hips
thrusting against him.  He sucked at the little nub of
engorged flesh, gently clamping it between his teeth then
releasing it.  Every little bite elicited a gasp from her,
until he could tell she was holding her breath.  Her hips
strained against him, her fingers were playing havoc with
his ears, when with a sharp cry she bucked savagely.  He let
go of her breasts to wrap his arms around her hips, or she
would have thrown him off.  Tonguing and sucking, he could
feel her orgasms spasming wildly through her, as he drove
her to greater heights.  She wailed, the sound sending a
pulse of pleasure through Lacroix.  She had always been so
... appreciative.  As her orgasms eased, he lessened the
stimulation, kissing gently, knowing much more would just be
irritating.  After some time she came back to herself.

"Come up, Lucius," she whispered, voice husky.  He crawled
up, straddling her, and putting his hands under her armpits,
slid her limp body across the slick silk to rest her head on
a pillow.  Smiling, he lowered himself to lie on her, weight
on his elbows.  She pulled his head down, careful of his
ears, and kissed his mouth and chin, lapping delicately at
her own juices.

"Eh, your poor ears," she commiserated, turning his head to
kiss each one.  "I fear I have been unkind to them.  As
usual."

"A small, very small, price to pay."  He leaned down to kiss
her lips, then her throat.  He kept it light, giving her a
chance to catch her breath.  When she brought her legs
around to rub them up and down the back of his own legs and
buttocks, he began to kiss her more fiercely.  She responded
with rekindled passion, her mouth against his throat.  The
tips of her fangs pricked against the increasingly sensitive
skin on his neck, and he ducked away from her.  He trailed
kisses across her collarbone.  He set his mouth against her
heart, cupping her breasts on either side, the skin velvety
soft against his cheeks.  He took one of her nipples in his
mouth, sucking gently, twirling his tongue around the
crinkling flesh.  She reached down between them, trying to
take him in her hand, but he arched away from her.

"This is _my_ apology," he said with quiet implacability.
"I'll do the pleasuring."

"But, Lucius, I want--"  He silenced her with a deep kiss,
letting his hand roam over her breasts.  Her dark brown eyes
went wide, brows lifting, and he felt her shake with her
suppressed chuckles.  Feeling her acquiescence, he brought
his mouth back to her breast.  She sighed languidly, letting
her eyes close.

He allowed himself to luxuriate in her flesh, teasing her
nipples between his fingers, tonguing and sucking at the
firm, creamy flesh of her breast.  He rolled to one side,
bracing himself on an elbow, his mouth on her breasts, his
other hand blazing a trail down between her legs.  She
arched her hips up to meet his fingers, and he slid them
into her slickness.  He gently stroked her clitoris, then
moved his fingers up into her vagina.  She moaned and
clutched his head to her breast, and the bowstring tension
of her body against his sent a flare of passion through him.
Shuddering, he bit into her nipple, and she cried out in
anguished delight as he sucked her blood into his mouth.
The taste burst across his tongue, heady and dark, and he
suddenly found himself close, too close to climaxing.  He
released her nipple and pulled back, gasping, almost blind
with his lust.  She froze under him, silent, letting him
regain his control.  Realizing he'd better get on with it,
he rolled back on top of her.  She spread her legs to
receive him, her clutching fingers on his back demonstrating
her eagerness.

He moved the head of his cock against the lips of her
vagina, eased in an inch or two, then eased back out,
taunting her, lowering his face to set his teeth on the skin
of her throat.  He eased his cock into her a little ways
again, then pulled out, smiling at her gasp of frustration.
He lifted his mouth from her throat, and she growled.  He
set the tip of his cock between her labia again, and let his
weight rest on her completely, pinning her down.  He
chuckled as she writhed under him.

"Lucius," she gasped, "you're a cursed tease."  She wrapped
her legs around his buttocks, and pulled herself up on him.
Laughing, he plunged down on her, and she moaned as he
buried himself to the hilt.

"Ah, yes, more," she breathed, and he began to thrust slowly
into her.  His eyes were hot, and he buried his face against
her shoulder, lips firmly closed over his aching teeth.  He
made himself vary his rhythm for her pleasure, but the
growing pressure in his groin was beginning to make thought
difficult.

His buttocks and back suddenly flared with a burning
pleasure as she drew her nails up his torso.  The smell of
his own blood filled his nostrils, and he began to plunge
harder, finally allowing himself the indulgence of letting
his control slip.

He came to an abrupt, involuntary halt, eyes wide.  He swore
in soldier's Latin, as he found himself grasped and stilled
as though by a clenched fist.

Rasena laughed up at his startled face.  "Not yet, Lucius."
She surged under him, rolling them both across the bed, and
he found himself on his back.  She sat up, sighing as she
settled herself on him, taking him in deep.  She began to
move on him, eyes closed.  He bit down on his lower lip,
fang tips sinking into his flesh, containing himself with a
severe act of will.  He lifted his hands to her breasts and
she groaned as his fingers closed on her nipples.  She
opened her eyes, gazing into his own.   Her pupils were
wide.  She seemed almost blind, dazed in her passion and he
felt the force of his pleasure taking him, gasping, to the
point of bursting.

"Rasena, now," he groaned, lifting his chin to expose his
throat.  He grasped her forearms with bruising force to pull
her down to him.  Her eyes flared gold.  Opening her mouth
as she fell against him, her fangs plunged into his throat.
As his blood burst into her mouth, he came hard, his
yielding groan muffled as he twisted to bite down into her.
She cried out as well, and her burning bliss swept through
him, carried on the sweet river of her blood.  He drew her
in, all control abandoned, with a force that would have
drained a lesser vampire.  Their separate searing ecstasies
braided together, redoubling, destroying sense and thought.
He felt himself spiraling down into her, a penetration that
took him to the edge of the all-consuming abyss at her
center.  The danger of complete dissolution sent a second,
mind-shattering orgasm exploding through him, through her.

He came back to himself, to find Rasena softly patting his
cheek.  As he opened his eyes, the patting changed to gentle
stroking.  She smiled down at him.

"Eh, Lucius, that was marvelous.  Let's not leave it so long
next time, all right?"  Sitting on the edge of the bed, she
offered him a glass of blood.  "Here, my dear.  Drink up.
We really need to get back."

He took the glass and noticed she had dressed again.

"So soon, Rasena?" he protested, sitting up.  The spinning
in his head suggested he had better drink up, so he did.

"It's been a few hours since we left Michel, my dear.  He
shouldn't be left too long alone, and I thought you had some
kind of performance to do."

He peered at the clock by his bed, noting the lateness of
the hour.  He stood up too abruptly, his head swimming in an
alarming dizziness. Rasena steadied him, then took his
glass.

"Let me get you another."  She picked a bottle up off the
bedside table and began to pour a glassful, while he rocked
unsteadily on his feet.  "I must apologize.  I forgot
myself.  You're so strong, I'm afraid I played quite the
wanton, and took a bit more than I should."  She handed him
the full glass and he knocked it back quickly.  He held it
out to her and she filled it again.

As she handed him the third glass, she smiled with a certain
sated smugness.  "Anyone else, and I'm afraid I'd be making
apologies to the next of kin.  I'm so pleased it was you,
Lucius.  It's been so long since I've had a lover of your
age and experience."

Having finished the third glass, he felt much steadier.  He
was pleased it had been himself as well. "I find the same
... dearth of appropriate partners, Rasena.  We'll do this
again soon, I hope."

She fixed her eyes on his, and her expression became quite
serious.  "Oh, yes, I'm sure we shall.  If you're willing."

He took her hand, his lips curling.  "Anytime," he purred.
Bringing her hand up, he kissed her palm, gazing into her
eyes.  He found himself sinking into their depths again.
Her lips parted and her eyelids drooped.  With a little
shiver, she lowered her eyes.  Noticing his 'gallant
response', she smiled, then laughed.

"Not quite yet, Lucius.  Though I'm certainly flattered.
Best go take a shower.  Perhaps a cold one."

He laughed himself, feeling more ... satiated than he had in
years.  Sauntering to the shower, well aware of her gaze
upon him, he began planning the seduction that would lead
her to spend the next day with him.

FIN



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